Sunday 1 February 2015

海边观日落

我十六岁那天,哥哥带我一同去波德申海边野餐。我们早上一直忙着准备食物、草席之类的物品。下午一点时才从家门出发。

            一路上,我与哥哥回顾以前到别的地方看日出,例如:三保山、阿里山等等。曾经有去过波德申海边看日出,但这次我想看日落,而且那天毕竟是我最重视的生日,所以哥哥听从我的愿望。

            一到达海边,处处都有人影,我有点感到不自在。挺幸运地,哥哥找到一个较少人以及大树下阴凉的地方。铺了草席,摆好带来的午餐后,我们便开动了。吃完了美味可口的三文治,我沿着海边散步。只听见海浪起伏声与游客玩乐的欢呼声,不久天色也渐渐地暗了,人潮也慢慢地减少了。

            坐在柔软金黄色的沙滩上,我望着太阳公公缓缓下落,把蓝天染成暮色苍茫,实在是太美丽了,如毕加索的画品一样完美

“我一直都很喜欢看日落,”哥哥走到我身边说道。

我非常好奇,也感到意外。“为什么?”

“过了黄昏,仿佛就进入了另一个境界。”

哥哥的脸露出陶醉的笑容。我把视线再次转移到已沉到地平线的太阳公公,宛若告别的身影。在那一瞬间,我突然想起我幼小的记忆。

当时,有人抱着矮小的我在海边奔跑。他那既清亮又纯粹的笑声牵动了我的心。真没想到我小时候并没有注意到多么美丽的风景,明媚及温暖的阳光照射我们兄妹的身影。

太阳下山了,我意识到我还不是非常了解自己的亲哥哥,从未想过与哥到海边观日出、日落带着的含意。每次观日出,虽是相似的情景,却能够引起不同的情绪。哥哥的一番话,使我反省光阴荏苒了这些年,我所观察学到的。

日落的晚霞依然丰富多彩。那一年与哥哥到海边观日落是我最有意义的生日礼物,而那天晚霞的画面已经深深烙印在我的心中。


That silver lining

“Behind every dark cloud, there is a silver lining…”
           Lying down on the hospital’s white bed, De’Alizea ruminated about the ominous overcast that seemed more threatening every minute. She was scarred to the point of no return by hardships that had blighted her innocent childhood since that fateful day. The world around her had turned indescribably darker since she was diagnosed with cancer and she was constantly battling this inescapable rage for two years. Sitting on a plastic chair beside her was her mother, who must have wept herself to sleep.
Her still-awake sister offered her a weak smile, “How was your nap, Liz?”
“I’m fine, Chelsea.”
That was an obvious lie. She knew Dr. Martin would announce the results of her surgery soon. She prayed hard that there was a miracle solution to all this.
The door slid open, indicating the doctor’s arrival. His face was neutral as he recounted her progress, but became solemn when he reported the results.
“I’m really sorry… we’ve done all we could. De’Alizea may only have another few hours at most.”
Her depressed mood switched to full-blown shock. Another few hours... at most? Her mind was in a frenzy, trying to accept her imminent demise.
Chelsea could sense her panic and moved in closer to her, squeezing her arm comfortingly. Only when the aftershock had receded did De’Alizea realise how much time had gone wasted while she was in denial.
Her intense fear propelled her to seek comfort online, where she could remain anonymous. She posted her worry onto the outside world, hoping to spread love to others before the end engulfed her.
A message popped up, from Heaven’s Child:
“If you feel the need to share something with someone, don’t hold it back.”
Those kind words aroused in me a poignant response, so I told her my story. As my consciousness faded, I marvelled at how the power of empathy can surrealistically bond two strangers. If that message were from heaven, delivered through a human soul, I feel blessed by that silver lining in my last minutes among the dark clouds.

Sunday 9 November 2014

It only takes a spark...

          It only takes a spark to transform one’s fate. It is that spark which ignited a possibility that one had never thought possible.
Zenith attended a summer teambuilding camp by the sea that he went to every year since he turned 11. It was supposed to be a bonding experience with his peers, with the age range from 11 to 17. This was his last year, and he hoped it would be the most memorable one.
He took in the surroundings of the camp with practiced observation. His attention gravitated towards a few girls who were under the shade nearby.
          “A good-for-nothing kid like you here? A disgrace!” spat one lean girl, whose name was Emma.
          The short stout girl beside her snickered, then carelessly kicked the side of the crouching girl.
It was evident by the aggressive stance of the two girls standing that they were picking on an innocent girl who could do no harm to them. Though it was a small wince, Zenith’s keen eyes saw it. His inner sense of justice brought him to her rescue.
          “Hey, leave her alone!”
          As he shouted, he strode quickly towards her. As Zenith expected, those two bullies naturally fled as they saw him.
          Her face was half hidden behind a cascade of dark hair when she turned away upon his arrival. Zenith crouched down before her and touched her knee lightly, to which she cringed away. With no other inspiration elsewhere, he seated himself next to her, yet leaving her ample amount of personal space.
          For the first time, he was given the chance to talk, to be a gentleman, like those social aristocrats he had always admired. Opportunities often offer themselves at the most unexpected of times. Like any other time, his throat would dry up and he was unable to utter a single sound. Well, he could, but it would just sound like a dehydrated frog croaking.
          “What’s your name?” he asked finally.
          He reminisced about his first day here, when every single person within a radius of 5 feet evaded him, including the teachers. Zenith was ignored, ostracised, uninvited— his presence was as insignificant as a tiny background detail. Zenith was truly a loner back then. Some still stayed clear from him, like Emma and her coconspirator. For what reasons, he never knew. However, his void was incomparable to her experiences, as he would soon learn.
          The silence stretched on. He would have concluded that she was a mute but for an almost inaudible whisper:
          “Iris.”
          He turned to face her and was met by a pair of soft eyes, but her gaze was hard. The unmatching contrast served as a shock to him. He could not imagine what pain had been forged on the anvil of pain and suffering for such sorrow to be emanated. He was tongue-tied, but before he could speak, his sharp eyes noticed something glinting in her hand; broken glass. Then he saw them—deep physical scars on her bare arm which he suspected were previously self-inflicted. He wouldn’t have seen them except that he was tremendously nervous speaking one-to-one with a stranger, so his eyes were darting everywhere. Suddenly, a pang of fear gripped him as he connected the dots— Iris was about to cut herself.
          Scared out of his wits, he reached out providently, in hopes of removing the looming threat against all odds without startling the sensitive girl. For some reason, she let him. Her still form watched him like a hawk.        
          Zenith made sure it was way out of her reach before heaving an immense sigh of relief. He stared deeply and earnestly at her.
          “Don’t lose yourself, Iris.”
          She seemed to have caught on to his intentions. He had broken the surface and instinctively identified what was amiss. He would have been none the wiser, if not for his gut feeling earlier. There had been an invisible pull — could that have been divine intervention? — that attracted his attention towards the enigmatic girl. He felt as though he had achieved something fulfilling.

          It only took a spark of empathy and kindness to bond two broken souls.

Tuesday 29 July 2014

It’s a Mystery

          Indigo stood silently, looking at the door. With a slow creaking sound, it opened. Taking a deep breath, Indigo walked inside, his stomach churning at the thought of the unknown.

          It was misty, dimly lighted and the air was cool. It was surreal; there seemed to be a lifting sensation, as light as feather. Indigo listened to the soothing rhythm of a metronome echoing softly around him, reminiscent of monks chanting in the temple. He closed his eyes, and in a matter of seconds, strong gusts of wind which whipped at his clothes were overwhelming. A piece of paper smacked onto his face and he squinted at the familiar handwriting…

“Have faith in God,
May we reunite.”

          Gasping in shock, Indigo realized his sister was here somewhere and clearly in trouble! Darting left and right, he stumbled on a hidden hinge and landed face-down on the marble floor. Walls began to close in around him and falling debris covered the ground.

          Panicking, he forced his way through the knee-deep cobbles, sliding his hands around the surrounding barrier in search of opening but to no avail. Sighing in defeat, he lowered his head to pray. Moments later, he checked his watch— 5:37p.m. Cocking his head, he looked around to confirm the time and leapt back in alarm at the ghastly sight behind.

          Amidst the cobbled surface, a decaying hand stood upright, as if imitating the Statue of Liberty. Indigo tried to avoid any other distractions and gazed up in the face of God, but what he saw completely threw him off. Up above, a woman resembling Cleopatra stared, openmouthed. Seizing this golden opportunity, he waved his arms wildly as a signal for help and yelled, pleading with her to save him.

          A ray of viridity shone down, and Indigo embraced its warmth, enclosed in safety, glad that he would see the outside world again. He wanted to see his mom and sister so badly. A notion struck him. His sister.

          Whether he was hallucinating or perfectly conscious Indigo could not tell. In the distance, he regarded a young boy enduring an unbearable yet thriving pain. He put that aside and focused on the radiance of the other side, with the vast endless void separating the figure of a sleeping girl and him. Inching closer, he could just make out her face…

Is that you, Princess?

[394-word-composition]
-Originally written a year ago-

Monday 30 June 2014

Lurking Behind The Tide

Written by: Me (obviously)

Verse 1:     In my mind, heart, soul,
There lies a dream within me
To succeed in what I ought to be,
That is to be the perfect me.

Chorus:      (There!) Lurking behind the tide
Are endless possibilities,
Awaiting to emerge,
To make it work, for you…

Verse 2:     Sometimes I drift aimlessly
Among the sea of scenes,
Dwelling in each encounter,
Hoping that it will finally be clear.

Chorus:      (While) Lurking behind the tide
Are endless possibilities,
Awaiting to emerge,
To make it work, for you…

Bridge:       How did I make things wrong from right?
How to distinguish the truth from lies?
Possibilities lurk at the back of my mind…
They make me frightened of reality.

Chorus:      (But) Lurking behind the tide
Are endless possibilities,
Awaiting to emerge,
To make it work, for you…

Lurking behind the tide
Are endless possibilities,
Awaiting to emerge,
To make it work, for you…

Using the contemporary song structure, which is the most common:

Verse/Chorus/Verse/Chorus/Bridge/Chorus/Chorus

...I completed my first song composition!